About Maria Gaian
“For years it felt like depression and anxiety were built into my DNA. I didn’t believe I could ever feel ‘normal’. Life was something I endured, not enjoyed and I always felt unworthy, unlovable, hopeless and helpless.”
Maria Gaian – Energy Healer and Therapeutic Witchcraft Practitioner
Hola! I’m Maria Gaian.
It’s so good to have you here!
I’ll warn you now, things are going to get a little quirky, but you need to know what kind of weirdness you’re getting yourself into before you decide whether to stick around, or not.
You see, I’m a Gaian Witch, practicing Therapeutic Witchcraft, Soul Healing, and Energy Work.
I work with the energy of plants, animals, stones and the sky to help people to ditch the black dog of depression and create a life full of happiness and meaning.
Because my work is deeply rooted in the power of Mother Nature – Gaia – I call it Gaian Magick.
Still with me?
Yes?
Phew! I’m so glad you decided to stick with me and didn’t run for the hills!
Now that’s out of the way, let’s continue.
Since 2005, I’ve been creating sacred spaces in nature for wounded Souls to heal and thrive, helping people find sanctuary in a world that often feels too harsh for them.
When I first started out, my business looked very different to the way it does today. Back then, my focus was on helping kids with special needs to build self esteem and confidence through connection with horses and farm animals.
Over the last decade, I’ve expanded my therapeutic toolkit to include sacred rituals, energy healing, and earth-based practices to help people heal from emotional pain and banish the psychological blocks that hold them back from creating a magickal life worth waking up for.
But the metaphysical stuff is only part of the story.
I spent years researching depression and training in modalities that could help people beat depression. Today, I’m a certified coach, counselor, nature therapist, and advanced hypnotherapist.
There’s a reason why this kind of work matters so much to me.
I’ve battled depression and anxiety, for most of my life.
Growing up neurodivergent in an abusive home kinda does that to a person.
I tried the usual routes to get rid of it – antidepressants and endless yapping to a variety of counselors – but nothing seemed to get rid of my feelings of sadness, self hatred, hopelessness and helplessness.
It felt like I was powerless and I thought I’d be stuck with depression for the rest of my life.
My experience with depression came to a head in 2013 when my life turned upside down and I suffered a nervous breakdown.
I lost everything. My business, my home, and my mind.
After that, the Black Dog of depression became my constant companion.
Rather than being woman’s best friend, the Black Dog debilitated me and I’d go to sleep at night praying I wouldn’t wake up in the morning.
I knew I couldn’t live like this, so I had to make a choice, let the black dog win, or fight like hell and do everything I could to ditch it.
I chose to fight.
It was hard, I won’t lie. I tried all sorts of ways to help me heal, some were common sense, some were more ‘out there’!
In my desperation to let go of the past wounds that were causing me so much pain, I stumbled upon the world of witchcraft and energy healing.
I learned that rituals and developing a deep connection with Gaia, aka Mother Nature, could add some powerful therapeutic magick into my life.
Especially when in addition to Therapeutic Witchcraft, I started making practical lifestyle changes, using neuroscience based coaching and therapy techniques and including sacred activism in my life.
I tried and tested so many things and long story short, I found the right ways for me to put depression into remission.
Out of this, the Gaian Path™ was born.
Today I use it to help other people to heal their wounds, banish their blocks and create a life worth waking up for.
Following the Gaian Path not only changed my life, it saved it!
Out of my own lived experience, I created my therapeutic business ‘Ditch the Black Dog’ and I changed my focus from just solving confidence and self esteem issues, to including how to get rid of the black dog of depression and keeping the damn thing at bay when it tries to sneak back in.
My own battle with depression led me to create the Ditch the Black Dog Virtual Retreat – a healing space rooted in both science and magick.
Before you start picturing me in a pointy hat, tossing frogs into a bubbling cauldron and summoning demons STOP!!
I love the witchy vibe, but you won’t find me lurking in a Gothic chamber, whispering spells over skulls and spiders.
What you will find is someone pretty ordinary. I just happen to be clairaudient, clairsentient, and an empath and as well as picking up on the emotions of others, I receive guidance from Spirit.
But despite all the ‘woo woo’ stuff, I really am just a regular wife and mom.
Most days, I’m in sportswear or flowy tops (no cloaks, Spain is too hot for that!)
My cauldron? Just a quirky auction find that’s never seen an eye of newt.
I work from a cosy wooden cabin filled with an eclectic mix of books, Wonder Woman merch, art supplies, pinecones, candles, and crystals.
My time is spent mostly with my gorgeous family in the mountains or by the sea shore.
Nature is my happy place, and that’s where I love to bring clients to help them to feel healthy, happy and whole.
Anyway, I’m getting off track, which is a classic neurodivergent move.
That’s actually another reason I have to carefully manage my mental health.
As someone with ADHD and autism, it’s way too easy for me to slip into anxiety and depression, especially if I start listening to my ‘Inner B*tch’ (pardon my Spanish.) I’ll bet you know the Inner B*tch really well, too. They’re the voice in your head that loves making you feel like sh*t and beating you up for fun.
Getting that voice to STFU?
That’s one of the best ways to start ditching the black dog!
What makes my work different?
I stand at the crossroads where neuroscience and magick meet.
I’m actually a very analytical person (I used to be a lawyer.)
I believe in science, but I also love the metaphysical.
Metaphysics explores the things science struggles to explain – like spirituality, the afterlife, deities, spirits, and magick.
I use a combination of cutting-edge therapies and coaching tools based on neuroscience and tap into the metaphysical world for support.
My Spirit Guides, who happen to be my Nan and my Great Grandmother, help me unravel the deeper reasons behind why someone might be suffering from depression, and they help me to craft powerful healing rituals, ceremonies, and spells to help wounded Souls to reclaim their joy.
Through my wild and magickal circles, retreats, and programs (online and in Spain) I help people heal their Soul wounds, banish any psychological blocks, detox their lives, and break free from the grip of depression.
My magickal toolkit also contains crystals, herbs, a pendulum and Tarot and Oracle cards.
I’m best known for my animal assisted work, often inviting cats, horses and dogs into therapy sessions.
I create beautiful Spiritual ceremonies, Soul healing rituals, blessings and ‘spells‘ to help you manifest the magickal life you desire and deserve!
Plus I also have a delicious little knack of helping you see the possibilities that you struggle to see for yourself. Then together, we can uncover your inner magick so that you can create the life you dream of!
Through my wild and magickal circles, retreats, and programs (online and in Spain) I help people heal their Soul wounds, banish any psychological blocks, detox their lives, and break free from the grip of depression.
Is Ditch the Black Dog too woo-woo for you?
I get it! Therapeutic Witchcraft™ and Gaian Magick™ both sound a little out there.
But here’s the thing: They work like a charm.
If traditional approaches haven’t been enough to help you ditch the black dog of depression, maybe it’s time to try something different.
Read my blog post if you want to know a bit more: Think I’m too woo woo for you?
WARNING!!! I’m about to say something controversial…
I believe that antidepressants and endless talk therapy don’t actually work for most people struggling with depression.
For some? Sure.
But for most of us?
Not so much.
I believe there’s a better way.
One that digs deep into why so many of us feel depressed and flips conventional treatments upside down.
The Gaian Path: – A New Approach to Healing
The Gaian Path is a holistic depression survival and recovery program, born from my own struggles and the experiences of those I’ve worked with over the years.
It combines:
🤯 modern neuroscience-based coaching and therapy tools;
🥗 simple and practical lifestyle changes;
💞 sacred activism (this can transform your life in ways you probably can’t even imagine right now and you won’t find it included in any other depression recovery program as I write this);
✨ with a generous sprinkle of Gaian Magick™ (through Therapeutic Witchcraft™ healing rituals, ceremonies, spells, nature and animal assisted therapy, and much, much more);
✨ The results? Transformational! ✨
Instead of just managing symptoms, we focus on true recovery.
Through a mix of modern and metaphysical tools, you’ll:
🩹 Heal the emotional wounds at the root of your depression;
💥 Banish the psychological blocks holding you back;
🌻 Manifest a life where you feel healthy, happy, and whole – whatever that looks like for you;
Following the Gaian Path didn’t just change my life. It saved it.
Are you ready to see if it can do the same for you?
You don’t have to battle the Black Dog of depression alone!
The Black Dog Café is a FREE, off-Facebook sanctuary for depressed souls who are done pretending they’re fine.
No pressure. No platitudes. Definitely no toxic positivity!
Just connection, compassion, and a generous serving of healing magick to help you feel less alone and feel supported as you get back to feeling more you.
Don’t bother getting out of your PJ’s – just grab a coffee, tea or yummy hot chocolate and come sit with us.
You don’t have to battle the Black Dog alone. I’m saving a space for you! ☕
So now you know a bit more about me.
Think I’m the devil’s spawn?
That’s ok.
You can back quietly away now.
I promise I won’t put a hex on you. (Just kidding!)
But if you’re open minded and curious, stick with me.
I might not be as weird as you think!
“If you’d told me 10 years ago that there were things I could do to help me manage the anxiety and depression I’d suffered from my whole life, I’d have laughed you out of my house!
(although laughing wasn’t something I did much of back then.)”
Maria Gaian
After years of battling depression, I’ve learned how to manage my mental health and ditch the black dog when it starts nipping at my heels.
My life has completely transformed from the days when I could barely get out of bed and wanted to be unalive. I’m so grateful I didn’t succeed – I’d have missed out on so many amazing experiences.
❤️ I’m married to my soulmate, Mac, and fall more in love with him every day. We reconnected, rebuilt our relationship, and it’s better than ever. He understands what I need to stay mentally well and watches out for warning signs.
👩👩👦👦 My family is my world. I’m present for them now in ways I wasn’t when I was depressed, and I never want to put them through that hell again.
🏡 We left the drizzly, grey UK and now live in a gorgeous little finca halfway up a magickal mountain in Spain. The blue skies and sunshine help me stay optimistic and helped me improve fibromyalgia.
🧙♀️ I’ve created my dream business, helping others. My work is deeply meaningful, and I wake up excited every morning. Being neurodivergent, I’m mindful of burnout, so I pace myself.
🌍 I learned to accept that although I can’t do anything about the chaos in the entire world, I can make a difference in my corner of the planet through sacred activism.
🧽 I’ve detoxed my life and set firm boundaries. Self-care is non-negotiable. No matter how much others (especially family) try to drag me into their dramas, I refuse. My motto? ‘Not my circus, not my monkeys.’
I discovered my passion and purpose and created a life worth waking up for!
🏊♀️ Mac and I make time for what brings us joy. Gardening, hiking, swimming, cooking, eating out, and exploring our adopted country.
🎨 Depression stole my creativity for years, but I fought back and reclaimed it.
🤩 I embrace new experiences and make the most of my one wild and precious life!
For years now, I’ve felt healthy, happy, and whole. No severe depression, just the occasional low mood – because I’m human.
Sometimes I have to pinch myself cos my life is something most people only dream of.
I don’t say this to brag but to show you that if I can ditch the black dog and fall in love with life again, so can you.
Life is good. And it can be good for you, too, if you’re willing to try something new!
Introducing the Ditch the Black Dog Virtual Retreat
When you’re battling depression, finding effective support can feel impossible.
Maybe you've been prescribed medications that leave you feeling numb, or you're suffering from hideous side effects that make you feel even more miserable!
Or you've waited months for an appointment with a therapist, only to find you don't feel comfortable with them or their methods.
Maybe you get an hour of therapy a week, with no additional support when you need it most?
If you've been lucky enough to access traditional therapy, maybe it hasn't worked the way you hoped. Or your allocated sessions ended just as you were starting to open up, leaving you feeling lost and alone.
Perhaps you clawed your way out of one dark episode of depression, only to find the black dog crept back in and the whole exhausting battle began all over again.
Or have you received treatment in hospital and now find yourself struggling to put the pieces of your life back together by yourself?
Enough already!
It's time to end the cycle of suffering.
I created the Ditch the Black Dog Virtual Retreat as a solution to the problems I encountered when I needed help with depression.
Join the Ditch the Black Dog of Depression Virtual Retreat
I've included all the things I needed when I felt like my life wasn't worth waking up for, including support with societal and cultural causes of depression.
The Ditch the Black Dog Virtual Retreat is always open for you.
There's something helpful, no matter which stage of depression you find yourself in.
You'll find support, practical tools, healing and hope, combined with a generous sprinkle of Gaian Magick, twenty four hours a day, seven days a week - even at 4am when everything feels darkest.
Take a look - it might be exactly what you need to help you put depression into remission for good.
Not sure where to start your healing journey?
Take this short quiz to discover your first step to ditching the black dog and get the clarity you need to create a life worth waking up again for!
You don't need to do ALL. THE. THINGS!
One small change can make all the difference to your mental health and wellness. But which change? Do the quiz and find out!
Could we be friends?
I love:
❤️ The mantra ‘This too shall pass’. It’s kept me going through thick and thin.
🛍️ Treasure hunting. I love rummaging through charity shops and bric-a-brac auctions, searching for unique finds. Some get a creative makeover, others are perfect as they are.
🚶♀️ Thursdays. Auction house treasure hunting, lunch with my Soulmate, and a brisk beach walk followed by watching the sun go down over the sea. My perfect day.
🐈 Helping cats. A gang of rough-and-tumble feral cats chose me as their guardian. My mission? Creating safe and sacred spaces for wounded souls – human and animal – to heal and thrive. And the cats are definitely thriving!
🌴 Spain. In 2015, we left the grey drizzle of the UK for blue skies and mountain magic. Best decision ever.
🦸♀️ Superheroes. I refuse to choose between DC and Marvel. Wonder Woman, Deadpool, and the X-Men have my heart.
🌟Manifesting!
I wished for a pony on every star and birthday candle until, at 30, I got my dream horse. Since then, I’ve manifested homes, jobs, cars, my Soulmate, and so much more. Right now? I’m manifesting a retreat space for wounded souls.
📜 The Life philosophy: ‘If you don’t like how things are, change them. You’re not a tree!’ – Jim Rohn.
👨👩👧👦 Family time. I love spending time with the people I love the most. My kids are my world.
🥘 Cooking… but my presentation sucks! My cobbled-together recipes look like disasters but somehow taste amazing. That said, my recent diagnoses (diabetes, high cholesterol, and high blood pressure) are complicating my relationship with food a little.
🎵 Singing (badly) like no one is listening! I have very eclectic taste in music. I love Selena Gomez, Heart, Evanescence and I’m a MASSIVE Swiftie. Why is every song that worms into my brain lately by the chuffing Jonas Brothers or Sabrina Carpenter? I recently discovered The Entitled Sons and I love them!
📘 Books. The ones that make me belly laugh or help me grow are my favourites. You’ll find recommendations all over my website.
🌅 Nature. The ocean and mountains are my happy places. I love anywhere that I feel wild and free.
🐎 Horses and feeling like I’m flying without wings when I’m privileged to be able to ride them.
🦊 Foxes. They’re everywhere in my world, literally and spiritually. My Animal Guardian Spirits? Fox, Black Jaguar, and Sea Turtle.
If you love foxes, horses, dogs, cats, chickens (or any other animals), we’re going to get along just fine.

I don’t like :-
🤑 Greed-driven capitalism.
😡 Hypocrisy, especially from those who preach goodness but spread hate.
😭 War.
😡 Injustice, bigotry, racism, transphobia, homophobia, and inequality.
😡 The patriarchy.
🤢 Rhubarb and pickled beetroot. (Some things are just inedible.)

I believe that: –
✨ Magick is REAL.
🧕🏾 Black lives matter. Indigenous lives matter. The lives of people of colour matter.
🧒 Every child deserves love, compassion, clean water, healthy food, a safe place to live, healthcare, an education and to be happy. That includes the children of Palestine. This is not anti-Semitic; it’s pro-humanity. Genocide is unacceptable.
🌡️ Climate change is real. We need to act. NOW.
👩🏿⚕️ Abortion is healthcare. IVF should be accessible and affordable. People should be able to have autonomy over their bodies, not have lifechanging decisions made for them by politicians.
🏳️⚧️ The LGBTQIA2S community has been around since the dawn of time. Being queer is NOT a fad or a craze. Trans women are women and trans men are men. I believe in equality for all.
👎🏾 Trump is a crook and has no business being in the White House. (Yes, I just brought politics into my work. But the thought of that man being leader of the free world is enough to make anyone depressed!)
✨ Capitalism = inequality.
Some people would call me ‘woke’. If that bothers you, my products and services aren’t for you!
With love and magick always,
Maria xx
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